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Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Jim Hughes of NORTHARY in Sioux Falls, South Dakota. Photo taken by Kaytlin Dargen.
lyrics
This fear of losing faith is killing me (it's killing me)
I am an unfit disciple
A disgusting reflection of you
Year after year I've waged war
With the fear of falling back into old thoughts
Everything I've tried to forget
Over and over
Give work to these idle hands (idle hands)
I've been burning alone
Questioning myself
Am I headed for eternal life?
Or everlasting Hell?
But I get on my knees and I scream at the sky
But you ask for patience that you know I don't have
God, you ask for patience that you know I don't have
Oh, you ask for patience